Into my brain

I've pondered life, time and time again and it never stops surprising me. Just when you think you know what's going to happen... BAM... a complete one-eighty happens and you back in a different place from where you want to be. I've figured out that when I try and control my life it glances back at me saying, "Na na na na na, you can't catch me." Life isn't about controlling it, it's about living it; rolling with the punches, exploring new frontiers, and being curious. Now I'm not saying that one should go out and try everything. Some things should be left to the unknown. We should stop trying to control our life because it's no fun and frankly it's way too complicated. Just know God knows what's going to happen. He's got His agenda and it never falters. Just think about that next time you try and tell Him what's best for you.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Evil?

Am I evil??
Tonight I was supposed to go watch a movie with this kid at his house. I don't know him real well but I thought it would be fun. About an hour before he was to pick me up, I got scared. Not just nervous scared but like my spidey sense was tingling funky kind of scared. I texted him and told him something came up and that I was sorry. He seemed mad... I think I burnt that bridge. So am I evil? Was I just nervous and weird or did I do the right thing? Cause now I'm sitting in my empty apartment eating Hamburger Helper all by myself because I didn't make any other plans because I thought I'd be watching a movie right now...
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2 comments:

Unknown said...

You know how i feel about risks right?

September 7, 2008 at 5:31 PM
Amanda said...

Big sister says... Smart!! Hamburger helper is definately better than the alternative.

September 8, 2008 at 7:56 AM

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