Into my brain

I've pondered life, time and time again and it never stops surprising me. Just when you think you know what's going to happen... BAM... a complete one-eighty happens and you back in a different place from where you want to be. I've figured out that when I try and control my life it glances back at me saying, "Na na na na na, you can't catch me." Life isn't about controlling it, it's about living it; rolling with the punches, exploring new frontiers, and being curious. Now I'm not saying that one should go out and try everything. Some things should be left to the unknown. We should stop trying to control our life because it's no fun and frankly it's way too complicated. Just know God knows what's going to happen. He's got His agenda and it never falters. Just think about that next time you try and tell Him what's best for you.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

I've been thinking...

So ya, life is crazy! School is going crazy. I'm busy all the time and I don't mind it. I've been thinking for a while and I've come to the realization that I'm young. :) My mind has been fretting over boys and I've realized that it's been pointless. I don't want to get married, at least not now, so then why would I need a boyfriend so bad? Honestly how dumb could I be?!?!?! I'm only 19, I'm young, I've got the rest of my life ahead of me, and I'm really not ready to give up my opportunities to travel and explore! I've got a lot of plans for my life and getting married this young would ruin most of those.

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